copied from kellie's blog because I cannot be bothered to retype:

pwesshus' cute cute cheer we sang at every goal:
that's the ways, uh-huhs uh-huhs,
i likes its, uh-huhs uh-huhs
that's the ways, uh-huhs uh-huhs,
i likes its!

darn it's stuck in my head. TWILEVEN LOVE! <3>like, totally rock as a class. waha after net carn we ran to the milo van and yam-senged in the middle of the road. I BACK ELEVEN (: so here the last road begins;

That sweet and sacred feeling you know
Will never last long
Every time you turn around you'll see
One more part of you, yes it's gone
I need your spirit darling
And lend me your helping hand, and I
I'll meet you in the morning
When I've broken up the band
lyrics of Up All Night by Razorlight

YES EOYS ARE OVER. freedom beckons. well today after math was fantastic, just the right balance of everything I've ever needed and everything I can use to go insane for a bit. netball! zoe and I spent the time running from the attacking third to the centre third. not that useless lah, can practise shuttle run xD went off with omi/neko and uh we walked all the way back after the third stop to lucky plaza where I bought a cd! whee. calyn met us there (us shorties, yes us lame-o shorties) and we half-chionged to cine to watch GOAL. and I must publicly exhort the movie GOAL for being able to inspire. gives you a good picture of life as a reserve/first team player as well. the first team locker room was the coolest. jerseys hanging up on the wall so neatly, boots placed on the bench. wow. product placement was darn obvious though, calyn and I sniggered through those. santiago carrying an adidas bag, after gavin scores you see adidas billboard, adidas bag on the team bench, adidas predator boots.
hm after that omi went to buy the GOAL! soundtrack. waha. I'm starting to come round to the view that oasis isn't that bad after all. and calyn bought the kelly clarkson cd I think. uh we walked around the levels ;) interesting place. and only ang wasn't carrying a cd heh.
on a more serious note, the concert tonight was erm okay. certainly not the best one I've seen, but it had a nice mix of everything: company, fascinating music and learning points. whee! today has been a HIGH day, due to loads of factors, some of which have been mentioned and some of which have not.

so maybe my hiatus has just been ditched into hell, along with mugging and grades.
today + yesterday were our last proper lessons as a class; and I didn't realise exactly how united we were until today. assembly block/cleanup seems rather inappropriate for class bonding but we were efficient and finished early (: the very last time we could actually act like a class, without the weird floating feeling of post-exams or the stress of eoys. one twelve last year was distinctly different from twileven, partly because in our class, everyone can talk to everybody else. I'd miss the feeling of high-ness, and general noise, especially in mrs yap's lessons (: the hot muggy air in the afternoons when the windows are open, and everyone sleeping during geog. our last history lesson with mr mizar, and him crapping on about fairytales in german o.O and how he got involved with fights. (eh such a role model) xD the different characteristics of each term three/four group. <3 kang, calyn, jiemin, qing and ANG! well after cleanup we sat and stoned for a bit, had a lousy untimely spotcheck and emotions started running high after we got back our spa results. (: one of our last times singing together in a class, doing funny insane stuff together, annoying the teachers with our incessant chatter and whatnot. then some people started crying, and hugging, and everything else. <3 two eleven muchly (: floating and fighting, like a kite on the string; until this cut through my tether and changed everything. took for granted that nothing would change, but everything is - i'll treasure the past and the present.

on hiatus permanently for now.

the song of silence; -one more chance so keep floating

sometimes I wish I could hang on to the world I used to love, find my reason for staying in here. well even utopia has its dark undertones - perfection has its price.
opus nine was um alright. tiring. faded out from intermission onwards after being grinded flat by my somewhat uninspired playing and lack of focus. loved the song the kids sang; walking through the gloomy rainy day. bittersweet touch of irony there.

safe to say from here,
you're getting closer now
we're never sad cause we are not allowed to be

my brother's getting enlisted for ns on 3rd december. how fun. well I guess these things just happen.
I am not integrated for this - hold still all of my life, all of my time...
the natural life you're born you die; the natural life you're wrong you're right.
half the time I wish my world could be righted on its axis.