marvel at the human race in its complexity, awesome savagery. finely balanced by the delicate artistic nuances of our making, but really, do most of us abandon our moral standards in difficult situations? keep trying, but life spins you around just a fraction more, leaves you winded - just wish we could all keep a tight rein on what we view as civilisation, maybe (just maybe) degeneration. stare down into that dark place, feel the pulsing miasma, cruel affliction of disease. you know, and I know, this is inherent, in-born, it is ours.

pooh bear and his friends are eighty,; old, but lovable, enough for someone who does not hunger for presence.

amused by the article in life! expounding on friendship, but seeing your name again in full, especially when I know it is personal, shoves me off the edge into insecurity. not quite sure if we're still friends, not quite sure of what I am in relation to you, not quite sure of even whether this friendship matters. I suppose I should have seen it coming! so inevitable, so regrettable. what could I have done anyway, 千里送鹅毛?

maybe I was right, there is no love, and mr fine line can cease to exist.

england vs paraguay tonight! 9pm. :D the world cup has got off to an entertaining start with germany's 4-2 win over costa rica, but really I don't think the hosts will be fancied to go all the way with their defence leaking like the Titanic.

time for england, with its plethora of midfield stars or perhaps spain and holland, to show their true colours (: indeed, festival of football! excited now that 2006 wc has started, and south american teams with all their flair may never get suited to the continental game, especially with the tourney in europe. so I'd dare say that a european team will win, not quite sure just WHICH team.