nothing much to say, except that today was a fairly good day; even social studies and math is mildly entertaining. after sch, went with ang and abby k to tarbet house cupboard to uh, get some non-existent tarbet stuff? tsktsk tarbet logs, don't even know where your things are. bummed around the foyer for awhile before heading down to subway! >:( abby and I ended up running after an already-full 190, but behind that was a 105, so I guess our running wasn't that in vain.
bleh subway was quite, err. I guess "err" is the appropriate word to describe it, because currently my mood is swinging from annoyed to happy. quite surprising to see deborah there in the first place, and she went, in a so obviously NON-EXISTENT whisper, "eh look behind you!" guh I think I circled around and scanned the place at least three damn times before she helpfully came to my rescue and said, "directly behind you!" -.- won't elaborate, but arghh this is the umpteenth time I am trying to comprehend the very basis of misconceptions. and when _ was leaving, deborah helpfully announced that to me =S er, credit to her though for trying.
but gramophone makes me jubilant, I picked up milstein's tchaik/glazunov + dvd and spotted Szeryng's Bach there, but no cash left guh, so I skipped that for today.

now guess why I am blogging.

I don't know why no one believes when I say. I can't be bothered about that anymore; maybe because it's true, and truth is always undefinable, always about searching.
fine I was excited, whatever, but after that I realised, so what?

and the way you move with the violin, or just the way you combine sheepishness and vague friendliness into your grin, all that makes me so paralysed. and there never will be a close second, if only because you hear only what I hear, and you know that the second star to the left shines brightest of all. (:

my life (now) revolves around school, work, and more work.

on a semipermanent hiatus; unless I find something really imperative to blog about.

like the day my group got ragged by both chia pops and may tan, but it was (slightly) redeemed by three people. only, I got home so late that I didn't have that urge to blog anymore.