syf was .. okay I guess. it's hard talking about it and I' m going to seal up that part of my life and hopefully never touch it again.
hah I just realised I sound very bitter and angry. I'm not I think.
blogging for me is a way of release.
To my bro; and my mates naomi abi h eileen huiyi calyn kellie - thanks :) for cheering me up.
miss teh's last lesson today which was quite sad because over the past two months I've grown more accustomed to her and needless to say, I think I'll be missing her ... kuan1 rong2? smth like that.
yeah and smth that I've longed for for the past week happened TWICE today. makes me slightly happier; because having an empty void for feelings and being numb to everything else scares me a bit.