What I've kept with me
and what I've thrown away
don't know where the hell I've ended up
on this gloomy, random day
Were the things I really cared about
just left along the way
for being to pent up and proud

argh. I think- I'll keep memories as memories in my head only; no words can do justice.
great so now; everything that goes wrong is my fault. good intentions converted into villainy-
well you just don't understand anything at all from my point of view. be the outsider, the person looking in, the kind of person you'd greet but not talk to.
paradox.
I actually like being alone but at the same time -
haha let's not go into details. details are meant for my private blog only.
my whole world and existence as I define it; it's changing - every aspect of it. my whole world being redefined, being ripped apart, torn down
only for me to rebuild it again and see it torn apart once more. absolutely wonderful; this.
memories; and you staying in my heart forever. (: