blogging sporadically once a week now. don'tthink my random musings are that interesting anyway. I wish I could say something to make you feel happier, but happiness has always been an illusion for those who think they know it.
for those who didn't know, today is 24th Sept. 240905 (: special day. -fauxsqueal- hm kellie and abi, don't pretend to know I do when you see this because I don't. x) IXORAS are gorgeous. and I meant the flower. ANG plucked one for me on thurs, and despite having to kill the ants in their natural habitat, I think IXORAS are really wonderful.
the past two weeks have been ... :( the third time this year in which concert or competition have been clashing. and since eois are coming, it's difficult to participate in abovementioned concert, do homework and study for the eois as well. hm stupid rs portfolio + report is due next week. ...there isn't even any purpose for the report except that we need to dump it on the teachers so they can record our progress. or the semblance of any progress that we're supposed to have made.
well no point whining on anymore, because they are choices that I make and I have to accept my choices. hm somehow yesterday I was looking through what little you have written to me and also writing to jx. and my summarised feelings are: you know how much I would miss you (: and miss that too.
hah well I may drag myself down to buy some new cds today. sigh. the only plausible timeslot now for homework/study is at ten pm. how wonderful.