ok this is my once-a-monthly update; it's not that I don't blog, but I have covert means of blogging. the past month has been eventful, to say the least. just a quick thought, as I am wont to do in public spaces: if perfection cannot be gained, what is the point of pursuing perfection? even if the line between illusion and reality blurs dangerously until you cannot tell one side from the other, how would you know what's right or not?