nth way;

just realised I forgot about my once-a-month update for feb. oh well, maybe i'll save the post for april, which is syf month. march does not promise or offer much; I wish something so essential would not be glorified and cheapened. I feel limp, like a soggy leaf, but life goes on the way it does and nothing can stop its relentless march.

i want to remember what it feels like without thinking hard.