just because

a not-so-temporary affliction;
no hesitation, no delay, you come on just like special (variable)

bowing tremulously to unrequited yearning, genuflecting before the sanctity of longing;
an upturned hand, helpless & pleading
ahh NO TEAL la cts in a week come on come on

"I want to haunt you, to lurk in the unknowing mind, to scorch your fingertips with a remembered
warmth - "