Today, sitting alone in the cold empty stillness of the music studio, I was overwhelmed by a sudden pang of yearning - knowing that such an integral part of my life would be irrevocably changed. syo has given me some of my happiest moments and memories of 2008 and the privilege of knowing like-minded friends. even more importantly, the sense of being and belonging. that a hundred hearts could beat together with the same pulse, understand and shape the same nuances. that there would always be someplace safe and warm where every single member of the community is treasured and where we return to every thurs night and sat afternoon week after week as a haven; for the music and the people. the festivity of farewell, the triviality of farewell. something is only important if we make it out to be important - so I suppose it is very very true that we must and will move on someday anyway and why not today? it must be clarified though that this was not a personal decision, which made it doubly hard to walk away today. there is ... a tremendous, crippling sense of loss. I will eventually return (I hope), but people change and innate understandings, innate knowledge changes. time is always passing, nothing waiting.
what I really wanted to say was - thank YOu, and the people too (:
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